and school is not so bad so far...

I actually have a friend in one of my classes! First time in years! I actually met her in the hospital. She has BPD too and she's really nice. We study together and she let's me take pics of her notes if I'm not there and have to take a mental health day. I find my classes really interesting so far. One is social psychology taught by a really funny prof and the other is personality psychology which is taught by my stats 2 prof. She's really nice and very clear. I had my first mid-term a couple days ago and I think it went ok. But you know that time of year is creeping up on me again and I'm starting to feel it. I really really hope I'll be ok and not end up in the hospital again for the second time this school year. I fucking hate being in there so bad. But I'm trying to be accepting of myself and the situation. I have a feeling that if I'm ok with going there, maybe I won't have to go. I'm also trying to hang out with more friends and hopefully that will help. I also have become obsessed with knitting. I hope that will help too.