No hospital for me!!

I actually got through February without going to the psych ward!! It's a miracle! And it's all thanks to God and good friends and good Christian friends who prayed for me and even came with me to the cemetery to see my mom. Then I cooked Korean food for everyone and we played board games! But then to my shock I felt almost too horrible during my spring break. I thought I was out of the woods being ok after my mom's bday but I was wrong. It took me a week to recover emotionally from a dream I had of hanging out with her and then realizing in the dream that it's impossible and thinking I was haunted and going crazy. So I didn't exactly get to enjoy my time off but I feel ok now and managed to get a good amount of studying done.