oh mother's day

every year you come to torment me. everybody on facebook and even at church must go on about how great their moms are. well, i have someone to at least buy a present for, my future mother-in-law. it was great to see how much she liked it. but it isn't enough. i'm still upset and the day is already in the past. it was yesterday. so wtf? honestly, no words describe how i feel. it's a horrible mix of frustration, anger, grief, loss etc. arg, i hate you mother's day.