off to Korea and Japan!

I feel stressed from the significant days that have passed but also excited about this trip with good friends. It's a weird mix. Which resulted in horrible dreams last night, feeling really emotionally unwell and feeling like I had to go to the hospital and wanting to use drugs in my dream. Ugh. Today's our last day to get ready eek. Of course I also dreamt that I was packing and then forgot stuff. I really hope that doesn't actually happen. Well anyway, the purpose of this trip is for my fiance to meet my grandpa. It really sucks that it's too late to see my grandma. I think it's starting to hit me now that I will never see her again. It's quite a shock. But hopefully we will have some good times. See you again in June!