drawn out

I don't really get crazy panicky, lightly psychotic episodes anymore. Instead it's like I'm permanently in a quieter, toned-down version with little energy... I feel like I'm tottering on the edge of sanity forever. Each day I'm not sure I'll make it to the next but I'm also not sure how long I can take this. On a totally different, super awesome note, I beat my gameboy brother's minesweeper record on expert! 194 seconds! I know, this means I've been playing it waaay too much but it's keeping me more sane for now