another reason to stop

I guess it's kinda obvious but this is another realization to add to the one where I realized every moment is a gift from God so you shouldn't try to avoid reality. Another reason to stay sober is because it affects everyone who interacts with you. They can't really reach or communicate to the real you and miss you. Well it's the same with God and you. When you pray while inebriated and have a hard time finding sober time with God, He also is hurt and misses you and just wants you to be you and take responsibility by co-labouring in His perfect plan for you instead of always sitting out.