the pressure cooker of finals

Usually I don't mind studying during finals. It's stressful sure but really not too bad as long as I start early enough. I did not start early enough due to being spiritually unhealthy and now I'm battling urges to use too. It is so tempting to go to my friendly neighbours and ask for a joint. It doesn't help that I am alone this evening too. I better tell my SO not to leave me when I'm vulnerable like this next time. I did all the studying I could for today. I'm hoping playing spider solitaire will help me now.