detoxing now

They are truly crazy over there. They gave me no warning. I'm to go into the psychiatric ward of this hospital for detox right now and they only told me about it 6 hours ago. I hoped I wouldn't need it but it's become obvious that I do. I've been drinking for 4 days straight and I'm already feeling more depressed, with more dark and destructive thoughts. I pray that I'll get better and meet some nice staff and people.