and now a stupid bag

I just realized I don't have an appropriate bag for the wedding sigh. I like shopping normally but I'm shopped out. To continue on my last post, my future mother-in-law made me feel better today. I told her how much trouble I went through for the dress and she hugged me and said 'I'm sorry our family is so conservative'. I still have trouble trusting anyone to be a mother figure to me but she is getting close. I guess one of my biggest fears is that the people I like or love will run out of patience with me. So, I'm afraid every time I have trouble that she will lose patience and reject and/or hurt me. But you know, people are allowed to get frustrated so I've got to deal with being so sensitive... Some days it is just plain exhausting to have BPD.