alcohol not a good solution...

I don't know how some people like to drink their sorrows away on a regular basis. It's so hard on the body. No wonder alcoholics die young! In my search for ways to deal with my episodes I thought well if other people do it, maybe I should try. Moderation is truly my friend now! I guess everyone should get drunk off their asses once in their lives but it's definitely not good when you can't remember half the night. Well, apparently I was raving to myself about how beautiful God is and how Jesus is so good and will save me from my troubles! At least I know somewhere inside of me I'm actually very happy...