oh yeah, not kicked out

After what happened with the two parties I thought for sure I would get kicked out or something similar with threats etc at the group but it actually turned out to be the best session I've had with them. Maybe because I was expecting some sort of disastrous confrontation. But anyway, the therapist basically said I'm having a hard time but am trying so that's good enough and I should consider in-patient detox soon. I suppose it could be the best of two worlds in there, or it could just be hell. One thing's for sure: I can see how I really try people's patience and understanding since my self-control sucks. Thankfully it looks like they have enough for me for now.